Time to reevaluate............

Ugh....Summer. Always starts off so fun but once again I'm longing for fall and it's habitual routines. Lately I'm spending my time begging my kids to pick up after themselves and to stop fighting.

It also seems like lately I'm letting little things get to me and things that are supposed to be fun just stress me out. I really,really need to relax about these things or rethink why I am doing them. But then I get so caught up I start lose sight of how important my family is to me. Friends too. I'm afraid I may have lost a dear friend because I got so caught up....forgot to relax and snapped.

I think it also has to do with competition. I don't think I ever realized how competitive I could be until lately.

So then in my frustration I think I want to quit.....should I let one bad moment make me want to quit? Or should I assess why I'm doing it in the first place.

I guess I'm being vague here. I'm talking about 2 things that are dear to me: My Jamberry business and Relay for Life.

With both things I need to go back to why I decided to start in the first place. I also think I need to remember that in both I am part of a TEAM. I was never on any teams growing up so maybe I really have no clue on how to be a team player?
 
I think a lot of what I heard in church on Sunday is resonating with me as well. Why try to build up a name? It doesn't go with us. Why to try to store stuff here? We need to build up our heavenly treasures. I did not leave feeling guilty but I did leave feeling somewhat convicted.I think I totally needed that.

Yep. Totally.

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All that aside (feels good to get it out!) Here's some of the good stuff:

Stella and I have a very fun routine in the mornings. When I get her out of her crib I change her and then we read a story.  We also play with her tea set. All that fun stuff I missed about having a little girl is happening
again.Love it. She also adores her biggest brother. Whoa-wa. *melting*

I'm turning 34 in a few weeks. I'm ok with this. As long I get to celebrate.Preferably with sushi,hard cider and a Pirate game.

Also if you see a pack of Root Beer Float gum at the check out at Target. Get it. So delish!

When Amy posts today, I will link up there.