It also seems like lately I'm letting little things get to me and things that are supposed to be fun just stress me out. I really,really need to relax about these things or rethink why I am doing them. But then I get so caught up I start lose sight of how important my family is to me. Friends too. I'm afraid I may have lost a dear friend because I got so caught up....forgot to relax and snapped.
I think it also has to do with competition. I don't think I ever realized how competitive I could be until lately.
So then in my frustration I think I want to quit.....should I let one bad moment make me want to quit? Or should I assess why I'm doing it in the first place.
I guess I'm being vague here. I'm talking about 2 things that are dear to me: My Jamberry business and Relay for Life.
With both things I need to go back to why I decided to start in the first place. I also think I need to remember that in both I am part of a TEAM. I was never on any teams growing up so maybe I really have no clue on how to be a team player?
I think a lot of what I heard in church on Sunday is resonating with me as well. Why try to build up a name? It doesn't go with us. Why to try to store stuff here? We need to build up our heavenly treasures. I did not leave feeling guilty but I did leave feeling somewhat convicted.I think I totally needed that.
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All that aside (feels good to get it out!) Here's some of the good stuff:Stella and I have a very fun routine in the mornings. When I get her out of her crib I change her and then we read a story. We also play with her tea set. All that fun stuff I missed about having a little girl is happening
again.Love it. She also adores her biggest brother. Whoa-wa. *melting*
I'm turning 34 in a few weeks. I'm ok with this. As long I get to celebrate.Preferably with sushi,hard cider and a Pirate game.
Also if you see a pack of Root Beer Float gum at the check out at Target. Get it. So delish!
When Amy posts today, I will link up there.